dubai dubai dubai doobyyyy

oh my oh my oh my oh my dubai!

do you know i leave in 19 days. really. 2 of those days are holidays, and 6 of those days i will be out of town. i will be out of town one of those holidays, so if you do the math i only have 12 days available. but really i am completely booked tomorrow, so that leaves me with 11 days. this isn't healthy. i should stop thinking about this right now. i am getting more stressed out as i type. i am typing faster. are you reading faster. ooooh my. ok. whoa. whoooaa there nelly. ok. chill. breathing. anyway. the current questions you are all thinking of to ask me (because i have been asked so many times i know you are thinking the same thing) am i excited? no.* am i scared? no. am i worried? no. am i ready? h-no. there is only one thing to be right now so ask this....am i overwhelmed with the fact that i only have 11 days left to attempt to see my neicie and nephew, and see all my nearest and dearest and get quality time with all the people i love all in 11 days? YES! i am totally overwhelmed with the fact that i have only fed my 3month old nephew 5 bottles since i have been here, and put scarletta to bed ugh twice...nap time doesn't count. anyway. 11 days. this is going to fly by. it might as well be midnight on january 8th so i could be packing my five shirts and one pair of shoes....

*overwhelmed beats excitement and therefore makes excitement void until overwhelmed becomes obsolete. then excitement will reign and my life will be awesome.