mary louise

well louise wasnt all i had anticipated. bummer. she was just as depressing as the first day i met her. i dont know if i can be her friend. she hates her life and i do not need to be around a long time new yorker who hates life in the city and only wants to know about life in dallas and makes me dream and think about that. now i am worried that she knows where i work and she is going to be my new york stalker. she is married. she wants a divorce. this also creates a problem. 1 because i am not going to out right condone and tell her go for it drop him. 2 i dont want to be her sounding board/ shoulder to cry on if she does go through with it. well i told her she could call me. she has such a lack of motivation in life it will probably take a while for her to get back to me. and she was weird. and crazy. and i could deal with anne ross and her craziness because she does have a sparkle in her eye (most days) and she is open and interested in being encouraged in her joy that comes from her saviour. so i dont know what exactly to do about mary louise caldwell, but i guess we will cross that bridge when we get there.